You can’t just break people like that. You can’t. People aren’t toys you can play with when you feel like it, put them down when you feel like it, and break them when you deem fit. You can’t just do that. You can’t. People have feelings too, I had feelings too- and I still do.
I still get nightmares about you, I’m so afraid to fall asleep. I think I was worth more than just a play-thing of yours. Every time I close my eyes, I see myself so happily with you. Then I wake up and face reality- another nightmare. The nightmare never ends, the nightmare came about when you left- and it hasn’t relented since.